Key To My Heart -1 year...thank you

It's been one whole year since I've first joined DA , I still can't believe it , can you ?  

17th February,2014 , I joined this community , at first , I was just hoping for someone's attention , but then I realise that I've earned much more than that ...
I used to be feeling sad , thinking negative , no one understands me ... that's true , I have no friends , they're not treating me with their true heart , just a fake veil on their face . My drawing skills is real bad , but i don't have the heart to improve . When I joined this community , I just want someone to know about me , have a look at my art , nothing else . To tell you the truth , I don't even know what is digital art or traditional art that time , I just choose one randomly . Then I am starting to know more , I saw some gorges art , I met some awesome artist , I starts to improve - because I saw their art and knew that I can do much more better , I want to be like them ...
I feel great that time , I am starting to get a little progress , the numbers of watchers and page view is gaining , I was just amazed . I always saw some other artist that they can have massive progress but having their account for a shorter time than me , I disappointed...really , but I can't control how others is thinking , right ? 
I ignore those things , and focus on my own , but then... my mother , she wants me to stop drawing Sonic/cartoonish characters to get start on art that is "meaningful" , my father just don't even wants me to draw, I cried ...though I want to be brave , but I can't this time , my family isn't supporting me , am I ever able to go on ?
I decide to keep going , step by step , and I've got the support from others here , I was encouraged, once again...

I just want to thank all of you , the one who teach me since the beginning of me in here , the one who go though almost everything with me and keep supporting me , the one who gave me inspirations and ideas , the one who let me have the passion to keep walking ...  
Thank you guys , thank you for all the support in this whole year

Deviantart is like a Key to me , the key to unlock my soulless heart , save me from the negative life , and now I am bright , I love drawing , I've got that passion , I have got friends , and the best thing is ... I've learnt a lot , you guys will always be my mentor  
This art work may not be perfect , but I love it .

 

Art (c) me 
don't not use , own the idea , please  don't ruined me happy day , please